Maybe it's time i should call it quit! It has been ages we have been dating but it comes to nothing! He was in Singapore recently, during the long weekend of the National Day holiday n ya..we spent quality time together of walking, shopping and feasting...that's all! I can sense that he is simply not interested in settling down at all coz he told me to enjoy life n not bothered by things happening around me...well.actually im not really bothered but what's the point of us being together in the first place??Why does he bother to drop by Singapore if i mean nothing to him??Well that reminds me of how Deepak has been treating me for 3 years..he bothered to spend his Saturday nites with me....im juz a companion...not more than that!!why do i get to meet insincere men in my life?Why cant it simply be something straight forward for me..like..meet a man, fall in love n settle down?

Haizzzz..thinking of this alone can really rip my heart apart. I guess i must be such a strong lady that Allah has chosen me to test. I will still persevere coz i strogly believe that Allah has something good instore for me eventhough im already reaching 35 soon........insyallah!!