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Monday, October 20, 2008

maybe it was juz another Monday blues but i couldn't explain why i felt so sad today. I have been staring at the screen for such a long time and suddenly my tears welled up in my eyes. My heart juz felt so so sad, so heavy.Have I done anything wrong??I prayed to God to lighten d burden i have in my heart n mind so that i can think straight n feel right again. You know they say that an idle mind is a devil's workshop n i guess that is precisely true...im juz a person who can't stop thinking n dwelling on certain matters which at times do bring unnecessary worries to me. I know something is juz missing now but i dont know where to start searching for it but i will definitely ask for His guidance for a start...I know some people r truly blessed but i will not stop telling myself that I should count my blessings too....

I rest my case... @ 6:40:00 PM